Seattle

Green and urban was my first impression of Seattle.  Nonna, fearless as ever, drove a 24 foot moving van from Albuquerque to Colin’s new home in Seattle, while I followed her in Sarah’s Toyota, accompanied by Ono, their one year old Golden Lab puppy.  Ono was great company, sitting quietly in the back seat, occasionally leaning forward to rest her head on my shoulder and poking her nose into my ear at unexpected moments while I was listening to a gruesome murder mystery on the radio.

We took our time on the drive, stopping the first night in Moab, the second night in Twin Falls, and the third night in Yakima, and arriving at Colin’s house around noon on the fourth day.  He and Sarah found a house in Discovery Park, a hundred year old white clapboard duplex in an old closed Navy base which is now a huge park on the edge of Puget Sound.  The location is perfect. 

Sarah flew to Seattle with Oran, who will be two next month, and he seemed amazed to find his dog, his cat, his grandparents, and his toys in a new house so far away.  He hadn’t seen his dad for six weeks, and when he came off after work the look on Oran’s face was pure joy, the kind of absolute emotion that only a child can show.  Oran, Ono, and Tibby spent the next few days exploring and getting their pecking order established.

To me Seattle seems like another new beginning, another fresh start.  Seattle is new to me; I have not spent hardly any time there, and I am eager to explore both the city and the country around it, the coffee shops and brew pubs, the Olympic Penninsula and the wheat fields in eastern Washington.  I want to hike and take lots of photographs, and then get a printer and start printing in black and white, and when I am tired with that I want to start to write, to finish my memoir of Greenland, and then to take classes and visit museums, and to watch my grandson grow up.  This coming September I am planning a trip to Bhutan, and I want to photograph there; and I want to return frequently to the Southwest US, to the best light anywhere.  And it is still hard to retire, to quit practicing medicine, to stop doing what I have been doing for forty plus years.

I look at the photograph on my desk of my mother on her high school graduation day and I wonder what her life was like growing up in a small town on the Oregon Coast, a place she said she couldn’t wait to leave,  leave for an education and for adventure, but instead she got married, had children, had polio, and watched her dreams slip away, dreams that must have included traveling, writing, photographing, and certainly included watching her grandchildren grow up, grandchildren she never got to see because she died before they were born, and so I think that I should go ahead and in spite of the huge emptiness inside of me continue to chase my dreams.  I owe it to her.  And I owe it to Derek and Colin, and maybe to myself.